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Last one of any substance. [09 Jul 2005|07:18pm]
The wind was squealing past our ears as though there was a kettle somewhere boiling over.

I absolutely cherish my friends, who are, for the record, the only two people I can trust.

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[05 Jul 2005|12:34pm]
I haven't spoken with Lucian since Saturday.
HORSE the band is NOT coming to Orlando.
The Dictionary.com word of the day is "nostrum."


My life is falling apart.
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[04 Jul 2005|12:27pm]
I don't know what to start out with. I feel like I have to begin with something brilliant, but there's nothing there. Whatever.
The beach rarely disappoints, especially this one. Long Boat Key is really beautiful. I can't enjoy it until about seven in the evening, but that's okay, because it's honestly so much nicer when the stars are out.
Justin brought his girlfriend. I'm pretty jealous. I even ASKED. ruh.
I had a dream that Sam was doing coke and screwing me over in the process. Framing me for shit and then leaving me to go get high. I don't really know what to make of it. Actually I do, I'd just rather not say.
This one sharp young man and I had an absolutely tremendous time on Friday, what with lakes and alleys and European bikerides. It was one of the best days I've had. I'm completely confident in this whole ordeal.
Katie left last night, she isn't staying for the holiday. That kind of pissed me off, but we really aren't that close, so it shouldn't matter. Everyone was setting off fireworks and there was one poor policeman speeding down the beach trying to stop it all, but he could never get there fast enough.
I'm going to adopt from China.
But first I'll go for a walk.
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[29 Jun 2005|10:51pm]
I am such a fucking hypocrite.

No matter how hard I try to avoid alwayses, they seem to creep up on me.
The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it.

[29 Jun 2005|11:58am]
I really love religious imagery.
And all of those Catholic saints. Like poor Agatha.
And I love the taste of baking soda.
And a certain tendon in my neck that I've recently discovered.

Who wants to come with me to Sarasota from Saturday until Tuesday?
Seriously, folks.
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If I let you know-- you can't tell nobody, I'm talkin' 'bout nobody. [25 Jun 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | contentedly exhausted ]

LAST FRIDAY things didn't go as planned.
LAST SATURDAY Alex backed out, but Sara and Josh came over and we went to Wintah Pahrk Village, dahling. Because we'ah high society. We Borders-ed and then saw Cinderella Man and snuck into High Tension (which was teriffic, might I add. I want to see the original version). I thought everything was fucking grand until we went for ice cream, when I realized how very very wrong I was. It was an awfully awkward day. Sara stayed for a week.
LAST SUNDAY I had job training. Ehhhhhh.
MONDAY THROUGH THURSDAY was spent with Sara and menstrual cramps. We cleaned and lied and visited a few ghetto theaters. Certain aspects of the week could accurately be called "rough." Many tears were shed, which spurred several late-night phone conversations, and vice-versa, but it's all blissfully fantastic now.
FRIDAY Sara and I returned to her glorious hometown of "La Sanforde." I met the inside of Alex's (doll)house. In an effort to pick up Josh for a swimming expedition, we became sidetracked and napped for a few hours. I adore that boy. We all exerted a tremendous effort for peace on FRIDAY NIGHT but 'twas all in vain, as Alex is toothless now (almost). Adam has got to be an undercover ninja, and he curses. There were bats and dead frogs and German subtitled movies and boys who sleep in the cracks of couches. Back to Sara's at midnight.
SATURDAY (known to most as TODAY) Snaggletooth had to fuck up Brilliant Plans again, so I spent the day with Josh. But Snaggletooth is still a nice kid in my book.
- Indie is the most gorgeous cat I've ever come across.
- Fudge rounds are very very good.
- We made a rather half-assed attempt to have a Vampire moviethon.
- And we are so married.
- I like bats (fluttery batty batbats).
- Sara and I are crazy gangsters.
- THAT IS NOT A MINT!

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[22 Jun 2005|12:50pm]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WOMANHOOD.
The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it.

The Spice Girls are fucking amazing. [19 Jun 2005|10:27pm]
[ mood | nostalgic. ]

You're a twisted lover.

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[17 Jun 2005|09:30pm]
I am never making another plan, ever again.
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[17 Jun 2005|11:14am]
[ mood | uncharacteristically optimisti ]

The past few days have made me realize that I'm far too negative. And mean. So maybe I'll tone it down a bit.

The weekend dilemma has been resolved. C'est le plan:
A certain Sara, along with two certain boys, are driven to my house on Saturday by her father.
We see High Tension, and subsequently frolick. Possibly meander.
A certain boy's mother picks up the two boys and brings them home.
Sara stays until her father requests her return.
Or whatever.

Apparently I've given my dog a complex.
Other than that, yay everything.

Oh wait. I went to the spa yesterday and got a pedicure and my hurr did. I told her not to dye it but she sort of did. A "gloss with a slight tint." Whatever, you can't tell, and I think it looks nice.
My mother is into carpet-chested men.

I drew Bebe Daniels, who is incidentally the most beautiful woman ever to die of a cerebral hemmorage.

Ms. Daniels herself and song lyricsCollapse )

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Negative Nancy-ing. [15 Jun 2005|08:21pm]
I hate it when people steal my friends.
I hate it when people steal my bands.
I hate it whem people are fake.
I hate it when people say they are just like other people, when they most certainly aren't.
And on a side note, I hate it when people look deceptively good in pictures.
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just an anc- just an ancient slut! [13 Jun 2005|12:27pm]
I had a dream that Mrs. Bykov was impressed with my rewording of "set in my ways" to "steadfast in my convictions." This is strange because I usually can't remember what I say in my dreams. My nose did that exquisitely smooth thing that Sam's does this morning. And um, I'm going to Sara's, wearing that weird weird shit I got at Goodwill.
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the word "turbulent" comes to mind [12 Jun 2005|11:14am]
[ mood | anxious ]

This weekend was very intense, but that seems to be the norm lately.
My life is a bit of a mess.
I'm more afraid than ever before.
At least I had a wonderful Saturday avec vous-savez-qui. We made an especially flavorful batch of egg salad (or rather, didn't) and I couldn't seem to stop causing him bodily harm. I feel really badly about that. Self-control, Moriah, self-control. I'm enjoying every moment of this.
I'm grounded for SILLY, SILLY reasons, but that's alright, it's only for today.

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birthday cake, steak and wine [10 Jun 2005|06:36pm]
My mom took my sister and I shopping today. At lunch our waitress had the slightest accent and we tried to guess where she was from. I thought maybe Eastern Europe. She eventually told us that her family was Turkish but they lived in Egypt until she was 16.
It seems like everything is being uprooted and switched around.
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[09 Jun 2005|04:57pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Je déteste acheter des maillots de bains.
Ma carte a été plus mal que j'ai cru.

Chimie: B
Francais: A
Algebre: B
Anglais: A
Journalisme: B
Histoire: B

Zut.

Je ne peux pas aller au Brown.
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To someone who I look up to very much: [08 Jun 2005|08:19pm]
Life never peaks, it is a constant crescendo. Only, sometimes things get in the way and we lose sight of that.
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[06 Jun 2005|01:54am]
I am completely infatuated with a boy with whom I am not allowed to have physical contact. It's torturous. But I love suprising him by randomly appearing on his front porch. Oh, thisboythisboythisboy has me head over heels, and I don't know what to do with myself..

ALSO,
SMCP is so admirably rational and emotionally stable that I've kept her around for ten years. I love her family and her brother who pumps my gas, and the little one who tells us all about gay sex and cocaine, and the one who may as well be a Hanson, and her grandmother who wants us to dress a bit more trampy and get tans. But mostly I love my Sara for being the freaking best out of everyone.

ALSO,
Kristen Sedig is beautiful, inside, outside, right, and left. Which is why we are lesbians.

EDIT: I never have caffine, ever. Sara and I went to Starbucks earlier, and it's five fucking thirty in the morning and I'm still awake. NEVER AGAIN.
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lionizing [02 Jun 2005|12:10am]
I'm at Carol's house right now. I think she's upstairs talking to one of her many friends on the phone. She is so much fun. I love how she understands me without having things explained explicitly. I also love coming over here because she and her mother slip in and out of Portugese when they're having conversations, and it's just such a beautiful language to be around.
I love languages.
I love good books.
I love how my brother and I stayed up until 3 last night having an bluntly-honest-but-pleaseant-nonetheless conversation about our views on religion and society. And people.
My mom apparently thinks I can't be happy unless I'm living a life of promiscuous debauchery. She's got absolutely no faith in me.
I am entirely content with everything.
Thank you, powers that aren't.
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[31 May 2005|07:52am]
7.52 a.m.

Josh ended up staying the night because we got home from the movies around ten and there was a frightful storm about to land... and my dad was a bit "out of his element," so to speak. We sat on the front porch for the majority of the storm, and it was beautiful. Torrents of rain, lightning striking near the park. (Hah, as soon as I started typing about rain, it started to pour.) I love this kind of weather. After the storm, we watched 28 Days Later in my living room, and I fell asleep with him on the couch, then went to bed once it was over. (It's storming so beautifully again.) This morning I woke up early.
My dad walked in a few minutes ago to make sure I was still in my bed and not participating in any questionable activities, namely, on the couch downstairs. He didn't see me at the computer, and when he saw my bed empty he stood up very very straight and freaked out a little.
I have to babysit in an hour. Not sure how today will play out.

Hmm...

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Make no mistake, you're a fake, Dizzee knows. [30 May 2005|12:31pm]
What a heavy weekend.
Realizations.

She ionizes and atomizes
Then turns to sunlight
He realizes and itemizes
Pulls harder than gravity
She ionizes and atomizes
Then turns to sunlight
Flourescent lightbulbs will make
An absense of dark, but
The light just ain’t there still and she said
I’m feeling empty,
The real lights can make you heavy but
Never ever really empty
Flourescent lights will always equal empty.

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